I don't want to be in the band anymore. Unknown Pleasures was it. I was happy. I never meant for it to grow like this. When I'm up there, singing... they don't understand how much I give and how it affects me. Panic's over. He's here. Now they want more, they expect me to give more. Just enjoy yourself, and I don't know if I can. It's like it's not happening to me, but... someone pretending to be me, someone dressed in my skin. Now we're going to America, I have no control anymore. I don't know what to do.